I don't want to sleep tonight. I never thought I'd miss insomnia but there it is: I am afraid to sleep. I don't want to struggle to wake from another dream of helplessness and pain. I don't want Psi to have to deal with my fear, my impotence, my inability to keep him from pain. I don't want him to have to reassure me again without knowing what to say that won't make things worse, or how to say it. I don't want anymore damn pain. So how do you stay awake forever?
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